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Monday, April 28, 2008.
I was shocked at first that zaid home number called me.. I thought it was him.. my heart was thumping loudly.. it was a relieve that ayu, his sister, called me.. she asked me whether im feeling ouhk or not... the fact is i was not.. but i keep it strong... She was dissapointed with zaid of what he did to me.. after what ayu told me, its as though he dont love me animore.. its just break my heart to hear that.. the worse thing is his new girl ask him to break off with me.. how evil can she be?? Zaid, i still cant forget you no matter what.. i could not even concentrate in class as im used to having u around.. what wrong have i done to deserve this from u.. Haiz.. Ayu, thankz for the info that u give me.. i wont lose contact with u.. i really treasure u as my fren even though ur bro n me are not an item animore..
Today was awesome going out with alot of ppl esp with my sis, zie, fifi, mira n nono... They just make me smile with their nonsense... i just love them.. they encouraged me alot!! THANKZ GUYS!! I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!!!
im really dissapointed today... im not in the mood.. but i hopefully pray that i can forget this pain.. P.s. Zaid, i still love you!
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8:47 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008.
Today i was officially broken up with Zaid...
it was sad though..
but what to do..
He no longer love me..
He already had a new girl..
maybe we werent meant for each other..
i will accept it soon that he is now not part of me.
8 months of realtionship is wasted just like that..
i still do love him... no matter what..
enough of this sadness...
hey i had fun during my religious exams...
me, azian, zie n haziq just cant stop talking..
our teachers just ignore us..
i was my first time talking to haziq even though after 4 months in the same class..
cool actually...
after the exams, we had a surprise for zie..
so chaotic..
then took photos with some of our classmates..
Fazli n Khai stained zie's face with the cream of birthday cake..
Zie took photos with haziq.. haha.. cute larr..
if i knew it will be this fun, i will take photos of what had happen..
zie drop her piece of cake..
khai n fazli was like going to that dropped cake, pick it up n eat as though they had not eaten for 10 days..
damn funny man..
haha.. till now.. im tired...
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3:26 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008.
Hey, im back to blogging!! i've been busy studying for mid year.. Gosh!! Had my English paper just now.. I wrote the wrong format of letter writing.. it was supposed to be formal letter but i wrote a report.. gosh.. am i going to fail if thats the case... haiz... these few days i was my mood was omg!! kept scolding my dear zaid.. Haiz.. poor him.. I LOVE YOU DARLING!! i know these few days barely u entertain me but i understand that you are busy working.. so that we got the money to go out.. but i really miss you so much...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ZIELA!!!
Wah.. grown up already uh.. hehe.. sorry no present leii.. no money.. hehe.,
but i will try to get ur present soon =)
Wow so fast time goes by..
we have been together since primary 5...
we are like siblings now.. i love you very2 much ziela..
can't bear to part with u...
Had fun with you yesterday even though its just a short one..
haha.. it was my turn that my shirt was stained..
haha... really had a wonderful time with u,..
cherish you veri much... mwuah...
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8:44 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008.
Today i never go to school as i had a toothache.. damn it was very painful.. i called my darling to wake him up as he wanna go to alter his pnts.. then i took one whole day to clean up my room.. i threw alot of books.. clean up my room while my darling sleep... around 5+ pm my darling went to collect his pants.. when he reach home, he did not entertain me..why?? because i heard a lady's voice... n that stupid sister Ayu is finally home after so long.. when brother meet his own sister, aiyoh.. the house like want to collapse.. that is call siblings love... like me n my sis.. we love each other but nvr confess it.. haha... LOVE YOU MY ELDER SIS FYZA!! even though u are one irritating bastard.. update soon ya.. im freaking tired.. mwuah!!
This was last Saturday's photo..
hadnt had time to upload..
went out with my sis n her bf, me n my bf, mira, Dan n teha..
i too dont wish too talk about it..
Luncheon meat n one more guy, i dont knw that guy's name but look like mat thailand, joined us later..
it was tiring n we had loads of fun...
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8:34 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008.
today was total bizarre..
zaid kept disturbing mira..
Zie was there too so fun..
mira was irrtating as she kept asking question..
haha..
and hazelina oh hui zhong was sleepy in class..
i kept irritate her.. hahaha..
this was the photos that were taken today... i had fun!!!!
gtg.. must do alot of stuff.. update more soon...
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9:45 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008.
Selfish??? i rather my definition of selfish is when friends forget who they are, when friends help them alot they tend to forget who help them.. that is SOLELY SELFISH!!!! when their own friends make the slightest mistake, they blame on them.. THAT IS SELFISH TO THINK OF YOURSELF... Friends should understand what the othr party is going through.. YOU ARE SELFISH!!! My sister was there for u whenever you need her.. BUT WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE IS IN DIFFICULT SITUATION???!!! YOU ARE THEN SELFISH... she does not buih for no reason... our parents are damn strict n sometimes plans doesnt go according to plan.. when u guys invite her out, she tried her best to go out like the one for your preparations of the pit.. when u did projects together?? she buih huh?? when she invite you out, you say you cant, she understand.. she did not complain... never once she bad mouthed about you guys n this is what she get??... it aint fair does it?? there you guys bad mouthed about her?? you say she is lokek about work, then her place for interview doesnt have any vacancies, then what, want her to scold the boss?? if she is lokek, why in the world she ask u about finding jobs?? how selfish can u guys be??? Just mirror yourself first b4 calling other ppl selfish... BTW I WRITE THIS ON MY OWN ACCORD.. NOT THAT SHE ASK ME TO WRITE.. coz i hate ppl doing this to my sister.. if you wanna confront just call me!!!! I HATE UNGRATEFUL PPL...!!!!! p.s. just be grateful that you bf HAS FINALLY love you for who you are, no need to brag that you are faithful.
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9:18 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008.
I was late for school today.. got detention class.. it wasnt even 0725 and they closed the gate.. n i have to run all the way to the main gate.. gosh! so unfair... i was feeling sleepy in class as i had not had enough sleep these few days.. i was sleepy and this bloody Hazelina kept irritate me with me nonsense.. after school waiting for the time to do detention class, went to cabada lounge to see my classmates jam.. it was so nice.. but overall it was a boring day for me.. go home talk to my darling zaid for a while.. he was rather busy.. He will be finishing his ns in 18 April.. woohu!! so happy... now, i just finished doing my father's iras thingy.. then talk to mira peppy.. she was damn hyper.. calling me stupid larr.. as if she is not!! this is all for now as i have to finish my homework.. hehe... tata...
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10:33 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008.
Hmm.. Today was quite a tiring day though... i slept in class till 1030.. woke up n be crazy with my clown; Dharshini.. she sat beside me n borrow my handphone.. to play game.. she went through my pictures.. she said i look diff in class than the way i look outside.. she say i look more prettier outside.. who would want to doll up when in school.. haha.. that crazy clown full of nonscence.. Then afternoon skip lesson, cant wait to go home n see my precious son.. then late afternoon mira n tehah went to my house.. so kecoh.. mira kep eating n eating non stop.. but never get fat.. haha.. My son kept crying.. made him sleep.. but he slept for a short while only.. aiyoh.. but nvm.. Then talk to Zaid on the phone while busy managing my son.. OMG!! Zaid's voice so cute!! but he got fedup coz i never entertain him.. haha.. but later at night i will talk to him... i kept provoking mira about Dan.. haha.. she is stupid to put the phone down quickly.. haha.. then i sent her home.. she took a cab home.. rich what.. hahaha.. hmm... all blog again soon.. gtg... tata..