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Sunday, June 1, 2008.
This post is for my dear mira...
Thank you for staying in my life. How could I have ushered you away? Another person might have made me pay, Needing the sweet vengeance of my grief. Kindness is in everything you do. You must love me very much to stay. Often now, some moment of each day, Unbidden, I am grateful I have you.
Yesterday was quite fun n tiring... Felt lonely without Mira joining us.. Went to the airport to fetch sylvia.. damn i mish her..
But b4 that we went to have our lunch.. i was freaking hungry.. but my sis fyza ate alot.. to plate of food..
waited for sylvia to come... xxxxxxxxx happened.. i dont wanna say.. some terrible happened.. feeling tired n after that xxxxxxxxxx thing happened, its really spoils my mood... damn it.. my sis bf was like why are you always angry?? i just say its none of ur concern.. Day by day, by behaviour is getting worse,, i dont know whats wrong with me..
then had sparring with my sis bf.. my left hand is now blue black.. painful though.. but its ouhk.. at least i felt much more better.. they put the big bottle aside, then i kicked it till it break into pieces,, they were like shock n ask me whether i was angry.. i replied no bt the actual fact that i was angry.. angry with guys esp... they dont even know how to treat girls respectfully n treasure us girls.. think that us girls are some dolls which they can treat us the way they wanted.. holy shit!!! thats y im afraid to be in another relationship.. F%@$k!!!!