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Tuesday, September 30, 2008.

hey..
Long time since i last updated my blog..
its not that ive been bz, but my computer is down..
Hell!!!
Now im at Mira's house, checking my mails, friendster, n my blog..
Have to type real quick man.. coz im rushing for time..
loads to do at home..
yeah!!

today is the eve of Hari Raya Aidilfitri..
WOOHOO!!!
yeah.. its exciting but i hate to celebrate it..
coz u have to ask for forgiveness even if you dont do anithing wrong to that person..
ppl dearest to me will understand...

If i know today will be such a boring day in school, i wouldnt have come..
yeah..
but nvm.. i love my chemistry..
n have to go to Mira's house to charge my mp3..
coz the only to charge it thru comp... fag..

Life have been messy lately..
quarrel with my loved ones.
haiz..
i dont know where the problem lies..
or is it me that is a lil bit cuckoo??
damn im really tired these days..
have a really bad headache..

yesterday saw some of my old frens at cp..
haha..
wow.. they have grown so fast..
taller n more man...
rascals they were last time.. but now all grown man..
haha..
i was feeling happy that i could finally talk to them after a few years..
wow!! their characteristic is the same except they are now more matured..
hahaha..
got to trade number with them..
yeah!!
i was asking one of them, A, whether is he attached??
the replied me yes now i got a girl..
i said thats great..
A said again if i was single, you want to be my gf uh??
i said hell no!! i have a bf oready...
haha.. funny man..

had a great time to yesterday with my darling allan..
watch movie.. yeah.. Wall E..
nice movie..
im sorry that i fell sick halfway..
coz im really tired.. doing household chores all the way n taking care of naufal..
yeah..
i have already bought u an Everlast singlet..
its very nice.,
i hope you like it..
yeah.. im sorry if these past few days i make u angry..
really sorry..

to Crab:
nvm.. i oso haven come to school lately..
i didnt start first cracking the jokes..
you are the one who is owaes pestering me to talk to u as u feel bored n sleepy..
haha..
but watever it is crab.. dont study to hard coz u might transform into a blur sotong.. haha.
im sure u can pass your exam with flying colours.. fret not about ur position..
just conquer the enemy within you..
its not about other ppl.. its about you..
just defeat n challenge yourself to exams..
try ur best.. n dont put ur hopes to high my dear.. u might end up hurting urself..
just try ur best...

To mira:
I mish you adk!!
cant wait for hari raye..
dont come late hor..
coz your family owaes comes late..
hehe..
gonna have so much fun with you guys.. yeah!!
n dun forget the collections..
hehe..
wanna buy alot of stuf..
P.S YOUR MUM HIDE THE KUIH! she is scared that u guys would finish it b4 Hari RAya..
hehe..

gtg,,
going homw now..
mwuah!

pooped at 11:20 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008.

crab, y must u feel u are uch a failure??
failure is a step to success...
for me, u are an independent girl with storng determinations.
im sure you will succeed in life..
Runaway?? remember your plan about going hawaii??
you can join me too if you want..
but i have to go first..
i'll owaes be there to bring you an exciting journey of life..

There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way.

~Unknown Author

pooped at 10:30 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008.

To Crab:

im sorry if i've made you tear..

i mean hey im not gone yet...

so im owaes here to make you smile..

im your clown remember???

those photos are memorable to me..

i wont forget about the times we share with each other..

i havent decide yet...

its painful though to decide...

friends n cousins or happiness..

people owaes say happiness is temporary...

you knw what crab,

each day my life is miserable at home..

i mean seriously..

im tired..

they wont even stop even i ignored them..

they, we will get back the fun times after exam my dear crab..

i promise you that... =)

To that peppy:

i know im selfish rite??

i tough making a decision..

n i haven made one..

i oso dont wanna loose you..

coz i love you adk..

i knw both of you wants me to stay..

rite now i haven made a decision yet..

i have to think properly... PROPERLY..

but regret is owaes there when i decide...

oh god, please help me make the right decision..

pooped at 9:17 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008.

i havent decided yet though..

still thinking..

trying so hard to make a wise decision..

its easy to do wrong thing but hard to make it right..

but what would you do i you were me bestie??

stuck in this situation..

there's alot of pros n cons still..

i need your opinion..

yeah i will get you present if i go..

i wont forget you guys..

you guys owaes rock my world..

i love you too crab..

with your jokes n pincing

today

during exam i slept for half n hour..

i was really tired though..

my eyes are still heavy though..

the chemistry paper was not that tough

its just that i didnt study..

if ive studied, it would be alot more easier..

i dont know i now i just love photograph..

seeing the pictures sometimes

makes me smile..

it works like magic..

its like you are being hypnotize

by the beauty of the photo..

gosh..

what a beautiful art...

pooped at 1:14 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008.

I never fail to surprise you??
what do you mean by that??
is it in a positive or negative tone??
i wonder...

yeah, i know its surprising though..
i too just knew it..
am i too naive or what to make that kind of decisions of life?
im just so confused now...
plz tell me.. what should i do bestie??
maybe i can work things out??

pooped at 10:04 PM

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The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.
~Ben Stein

Some people are still unaware that reality contains unparalleled beauties.

The fantastic and unexpected,

the ever-changing and renewing is nowhere so exemplified as in real life itself .

pooped at 1:31 PM

Friday, September 5, 2008.

Life is like a game of cards.

The hand that is dealt you represents determinism;

the way you play it is free will.

~Jawaharal Nehru~

pooped at 11:42 PM

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'Unknown Journey To The Future'

Long time nvr update...
yeah.. so much had happened recently..
positive n negative..
I wish life wasnt that complicated..

Monday, my dar Allan bought me a creative zen mosaic mp4..
it was a surprise..
we hang around at plaza singapura.
we went in the creative shop to look at electronic stuff..
ever since creative zen mosaic came out, i was attracted to it..
i think my dar spotted me looking at it n not moving on..
when we went to the 1st floor, my dar was like 'u guys wait here, i'll be back in a moment, gotta stuff to buy' i saw him went in to carefour.. then lost his sight..
he came back in a jifty n like all excited..
he ask me to put my hand in his bag..
i was like what 4.. he just say just put it..
n i took out n it was the mp4 i wanted..
i was moved to tears..
gosh...

things got rather complicated btwn me n allan..
there's some prob arousing...
i mean not the normal couple fight or misunderstanding...
we didnt fight or have any conflicts or whatsoever.
its just that about the certain things in life we have to settle or solve for the future..
sacrifices have to be made..
breaking my heads off to find the best solution..
i hope god will give me the ans...

nvm about those things..
just now went out with him to go compasspoint..
we went to kiddy palace i was like dar, this donald duck bolster its adorable..
he ask u want it? i say no.. i just said it was adorable..
he say dar whatever i say nice or adorable about something, his hands will be itchy wanting to buy it for me..
i just say no nid to buy, i just gave it a comment..
unless i want it then i'll tell him..
he was like ouhk...

haha..
sweet rite??
yeah.. just came back home from meeting him..
yeah.. till here for now..
im tired..
havent sleep yet since yesterday..

btw mira i mish you adk..
wanna mit u asap..

tata!
dyla loves~

pooped at 11:09 PM