Friday, August 26, 2011.
we used to hang out at starbucks coz we love starbucks coffee
This pic is our first ever date. u wanted to be a nerd. you turned up late coz u went to see armani
This pic is taken when u had your second serving of beef claypot rice as u love beef so much. and this pic u were sulking with me. i cant remember for what reasons
This pic was taken candid as u were teasing me.
i remembered this to be our double date but end up with a few dates. You and danny were showing how the lady stumbled down the stairs and me n zie have to chase after you guys for not letting u guys enter the stupid sex shop
This pic was taken when u teased me for being short and i wasnt feeling satisfied and tried to tip toed. but failed.
If u are reading this Allan, wish i really hope, but i know its impossible. im trying to say that i love u more each day. yes! i cant get over u till now. i have tried to move on, but failed. Even when u gave me the cold shoulders when i called u, yes, i felt pain, but i wont give up. im trying to work my ass off, to get a good education and save money so that i can fly over to u, to see u once more and explain to u what happened actually. i know its been years now. i wont give up. i know its stupid. we have gone thru alot together, i know that u didnt give up on me once, but it seems that u have given up. i want to tell u n make u understand what happen. u said i was a fake and its all my fault. yes! im a fake coz i loved u too much for u to get any harm and yes its my fault that i have this fucking bullshit life. Allan, this fucking bullshit that caused us to be apart has never left my life as i wanted to. its happening. i have suffered alot. yes! i did pay a price for what i did which i lose u. Allan, will u forgive me?
